The no doubt love of my life! It has been seven years since we went our separate ways. I think the only way that I have made it this far is knowing deep down, when the time was right, that we would be together. And here we are, together. He is my safe place, my home. The one I want to call for no reason at all, sometimes just to hear his voice. Oh, how I love his voice. It’s soft yet loud, calming yet chaotic and extremely sexy. Do I have any Friends fans here? When Joey is explaining to Monica how with the right tone and phrasing, he can make anything dirty. That is Marcus’s voice but the things I mentioned before and of course, dirty.
”It’s very good! Makes my toes curl, my back arch. Clears my mind of everything but you. Reminds me how special love is and how powerful it should be. You own me in those moments, I’m completely yours.” Exact words I said to him when we were talking about sex. Everyone and I mean everyone should experience this kind of sex. Powerful connection and mind blowing pleasure. To have that is so beautiful. I literally ache for him. To touch me, kiss me, fuck me. In the way that only he can. “Other than undressing you, watching you get dressed is my favorite part.” Exact words he said to me. We have amazing sex but we also have an amazing connection in general. He loves to fuck me but he also appreciates who I am when my clothes are on. As I do him.
He loves to cuddle. I have never been big on it but I can lay on his chest forever. It’s crazy how things can be so different with the right person. I can tell him anything, anything at all. He is supportive and kind. He listens and offers advice where asked/needed. He would kill for me, I’m serious. I don’t think soulmates is a strong or correct enough term. He has the most gentle heart and is not afraid of his feelings. Including anger so there are some things to work on, as we all have. I’m a suffer in silence type while he suffers out loud.
Marcus is the man that will make me very happy for the rest of my life. I have already imagined our wedding, in the mountains on a beautiful cool summer, going into fall, Utah day. We will live simply but love intensely. I want people to see it, feel it, and want it. I want women to agonize over the fact that they can’t have him. He is MINE! Thank God for finally bringing me home to the love of my life!
Thank you so much for being here, I appreciate you. Until next time!
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